shit, i need a job.

i really really really need a job when i get back to the states!!! i mean otherwise i would be bored all summer!!!!!!! I need to preoccupy myself or i'm going to pull out my hair!!!! I've never had a job sadly and i really want one!! I feel like a bum without a job!!! My parents, especially my dad, always always tells me!!!!! WELL I APPLY, but they for SOME reason DONT HIRE ME!!! They have never even called after i drop my application off!!! What's wrong with me!!!! I haven't committed a crime ever so why do have something against me!!!!! I fill it out perfectly!!!! Everytime i don't get hired from a company i don't go to that establishment and give them money!!!! I don't go to See's Candies, i don't go to Corner Bakery, i don't go to Jamba Juice and i definitely don't go to Target!!!!!!!!! Screw it, right now, thank God, i don't really need a job. I go to school and by that alone i get grants from the government that are pretty nice!!! Whenever i get yelled at by my dad to get a job that im a loser and everything i yell at him that i GO TO SCHOOL!!!! I"M A FULL TIME STUDENT AND I GET ALL A's IN MY CLASSES!!!!! SOME PEOPLE THAT WORK DON"T GO TO SCHOOOL!!!!!! AT LEAST IM DOING SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE!!!!!!