180* Turn!

SO remember the last blog when i said that i wanted to stay til august for my cousin's wedding? WELL, NOW i've changed my mind!!!!! I'm weighing out the options and everything and taking things into consideration and now i think its not effffing worth it!!!!!!!!!!! First of all, staying would mean i would have to spend another 1,000 dollars on a new flight because stupid US airways doesn't allow you to change your flight if you've already flown the first way. SO LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Reason number 2 why im not staying is all the money i would have to spend in staying with my host family longer. The rest of May and June would definitely add up and be a lot, and im not even guaranteed that Spain is going to win the world cup!!!!! shit, they'll probably choke like they always do! It's probably going to be Brasil. Third reason is that for July i would have to have stayed with my mom's friend in this shitty little town in France that nobody has heard of!!!!! I would have died of boredom because she doesn't even have internet or tv i bet!!!! She is really behind in the times because they barely got a stereo in their house! Plus, the time that i would have been there, her daughter which is my age, would not be at home, because she goes to school in Montpelier. I really wanted to be in Paris for the 14th of July, but whatever, ill go another summer! Fourth reason, i don't want to be paranoid the whole time because i don't have a visa and don't run the risk of getting in trouble and getting deported or something! Everyone says that nothing would happen but i don't want to run the effin' risK! Reason number five, i would be missing like a month of school, which is a lot of classes missed! I was going to get Padilla to excuse me and email other teacher's about it but im in HONORS and you can't miss class for sure with them!!! Reason number six, my MOM and family want me bacck!!!!!! And i realize 3 months is a while for them!!!! It might not be that long for me because ive been entertaining myself and seeing what the world has to offer so i understand them now when they say that august is too long!!!! 3 months without mexican food is wayyyyyyyy toooooo long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im surprised i've survived this long!!!!!! first thing im gonna do is eat supercarne asada fries and a huge cup of horchata!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes i can't wait for that!!! AND THEN GO TO THE GYM!!! HAHA. LAST REASON IM NOT STAYING FOR THE WEDDING IS MY COUSIN IS A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She has always ignored me and NEVER shown any interest in getting to know me!!! She doesn't deserve my presence at her weedding!! I have my own dignity!!!!!! I would be ignored at the wedding and given dirty looks anyways!!! Now that i have thought about it good, FUCK IT! I would have missed my sister's 16th birthday and my dad's as well, and they are WAYYY more important and deserving of my presence and time than my cousin! THAT SETTLES THAT! IM COMING HOME JUNE 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!!! CALIFORNIA, La Habra, GET READY! MELISSA'S COMING BACK!!!!!