stop staring at me!!!!

seriously take a picture, it lasts longer! im tired of the stupid ladies that stare in the metro! just because im so cool and have the balls to wear a colorful outfit doesn't mean you have to go the whole metro ride with your eyes all over me. I know im so fabulous and you wish you could work it like i do! I know you're so jealous of my style! I feel so bad for you and your boring outfit composed of skirts, tan tights and lame dress shoes!!!! I know you eat up my big hoop earrings and bright leggings and diamond studded gloves!!!!! Its spring time its the season to wear vibrant colors and crazy patterns!!!!!!!!!! Madrilenos need to start living!!!!!! They dress like they're going to funerals!!!!!!!!

yay for the sun!

yaayyyyyy!!! Madrid is starting to get warm!!!!!!!!! I can finally wear shorts and a shirt and cute summer dresses with sandals!!!!!!!! This weather reminds me of California!!!!!!!! At least with the weather being similar im not as homesick!!!!!! Just another day out in sunny [Madrid]!!! :)

retiro

im going to go jogging in retiro...sooooooooooon!!!!!!!!!!! im excited!!!!!!!!!! i need to drag someone to jog with me though!!!!!!!! maybe i can just tag along some hot runners! :) too bad i don't have my ipod with me here in madrid!!!! shucks!!!! oh well, ill just record my fave songs onto my phone and bring that with me when i run!!!!! yeah, i think that'll be good!!!!!! i need to get in shape pronto!!!!!!!!!! si se puede!!!!!

the cutest british boy!!!!!!!!

I LOVE KIERAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok its out, he's soooooooo lushhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's nerdy and rugged and a bit disheveled but i don't care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BARCELONA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im hella excited to go to Catalunya, you don't even knowwww!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love everything Barcelona!!!!!! I hear the people are way casual and chill than these uptight boring Madrilenos!!!!!!!! PLUS, they have beaches in Barcelona!!!!!!!!! I cannot wait to lay on the beach in my cute little black one piece!!!!!!!!!! I have 1 month to get into better shape!!!!!! WOOOT, i can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to visit the Camp Nou, where my idols play!!!!!!!! It's supposed to be the biggest and nicest stadium in Europe!!!!!! I have friends in Barcelona, so i hope I can hang out with them!!!! I want to see Las Ramblas, all of the Gaudi architecture and hear Catalan being spoken everywhere!!! Plus CATALANS are hot!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!! There are so many hostels to choose from, its so hard!!!!!!! PLUS PLUS PLUS +++++, me and Julie are going to the PRIMAVERA music festival which is like a coachella, but of COURSE BETTER because its next to the beach and in the coolest city in SPAIN!!!!!!! Wilco is going to be there!!!!!! Hopefully, Barcelona can win the champions league in madrid and i can go celebrate with all the catalans the day after!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that would be so legitttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's a plus side to that

yeah so if i was skinny right now, id be raiding all the H&M stores and going crazy with hot guys, im afraid to say i would be a little out of control!

yum

SPANISH MEN ARE HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG, i have eye candy everyday which keeps me motivated in losing weight and being a skinny bitch!!!!!!!!!!!! Sexy eyebrows, sexy beards, beautiful eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't get enough!!!!!!!!!!

uh well, its been awhile

shit. why haven't i written in this thing? uh, my homestay doesn't have wifi. lots of things have happened, well not really, just hitting up different countries and getting pick pocketed in Vienna, whatevs, i love that city. my time here is coming to an end, sort of. it makes me really sad and everything, because i feel like i just got here yesterday, seriously it sucks how fast time goes by!!!!!!! im scheduled to leave on June 2nd and go back to boring guadalahabra where ill just effing sit around bored to death. sure ill go to the gym and perhaps the beach, and yeah the malls, but that's so lame!!!!!!! i want to stay in Europe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! til august because my stuck up bitchy cousin is getting married in Santander, the beautiful north of Spain and i want to show up super skinny and fabulous and say IN YO FACE!! They would have never dreamed that i would show up to that wedding! hahaha, sure they sent my family an invitation, but that was just out of courtesy!!!!!! i don't care if nobody talks to me at the ceremony, im going!!!!!!!! that would be the biggest slap in the face to them!!! ill just smile and be having a thrill on the inside!!!! i seriously cannot wait for that day!!!!! meanwhile, the world cup is in June and staying in Spain for that is going to be remarkable and unforgettable, especially if they win!!!! This is the time for LA FURIA ROJA!!!!! This is the best team they have ever had!!!!! Just thinking of running into the streets of Madrid with my giant Spain flag makes my heart pound faster!!!!!!! I would never forget that. Even if they don't win, being in a country that has a passion for the sport during the cup is amazing!! In the US, hardly nobody pays attention to it. I would be bored at home in my living room watching it with my dad or my friend Sam. PLEASE GOD LET SPAIN WIN!!!! They've never won a World Cup and they deserve it!!!!! Put an end to the curse!!!!! Show Brazil and England that we can win it!!!!! I'm so excited, South Africa is gonna be for SPAIN!!!!!! :)
Now for July, I want to be in France, hopefully i can stay with my friends! But i definitely want to be in Paris for Bastille Day, 14 of July! Imagine, being at the Eiffel Tower and seeing millions of fireworks going off!!!! That would be a sight!! Now for August, before the wedding, i don't know what to do!!!!!! I mean the wedding is at the end of the month, so i would have to figure out where to be until i have to be in Cantabria. I want to go to Salamanca, Bilbao, Vigo, but i also want to go back to Portugal and hit up the Algarve!!!! The beaches are to die for!!!!! Ugh, there is so much to do, but i am so confused and undecided!!!!!
Maybe i shouldn't stay so long,,, it would cost me a NEW ticket back home which is almost 1,000 dollars! ouch! plus, i have to pay my host family for the extra time, if i can still stay with them, i don't know if they've made plans for other students so i don't know!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr!!!!!! and i STILL have YET to receive my ticket to the champions league final!!!!! OH LORD PLEASE MAKE IT ARRIVE SAFE!!!!!! i paid 400 plus dollars for it so i need to get it!!!!! I hope people who work in the mail don't see it and keep it themselves or my host family dude!!!!! There's nothing i want more than to have the ticket in my hands!!!!!!!!! I have to be patient and optimistic and wait upon the Lord, its in his hands, its his WILL!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright y'all catch ya later, if you need to find me, ill probably be somewhere eating doner kebab! :) <3